I've got Aging on my mind

I thought people had a hard time when it came to approaching milestones in life, such as turning the BIG 30, 40, and even 50. However as I stare in the mirror, thinking that I had applied to much makeup on my left eye than the right one; "I" suddenly got lost in a time warp translation... I stared at the reflection being emitted in the mirror and I was overtaken by sadness. I turn 35 in 2 months and 12 days; but the mental commotion which I was enduring at the moment was not about my age, more so about the wrinkles I discovered above and below my eyes...Argh...Yep "THE WRINKLES HAVE ARRIVED!!!!!". LOL My stupor was not about aging, as I feel and act not a day over 21 (Wrink). The big ordeal is over me accepting the changes that come with getting older. I continued to stare at this young, vibrant, intelligent woman, while thinking if I will be the same as the years come. There is a battle brewing between my internal youth and my external maturity.... All of self examination stemed a vast google search on Anti-aging Cream. Found many which proclaimed to be able to provide me "Ammo" to deal with this Aging battle...To be continued! Am I the only one who has Aging on my mind?